Why why why..

Its been three years, yet she still effects me.. Three years ago today, began a relationship with a girl named Kimberly.. Im not going into huge detail, but she was the first person I ever fell in love with. First and only person to crush me completely. Anyway, there was a star I would stare at, almost every night.. me and her shared that star, I actually felt like I had something with her.. instead, for no reason at all, she used all my weaknesses against me and just completely crushed me. Now, a bit over 14 months ago, Ive met someone who actually made me feel good.. feel loved.. but she hasnt talked to me in almost three months. I feel like I did something wrong.. what could I have done? I feel rotten inside.. Anyway, I just needed to get that out.

dude
i know you feel believe it or not for the most part
my 1st love was about 3 years ago too,and i still havent fully got over it,unlike you tho i havent found anyone new

and if she hasnt talked to you,fight more to get her attenion and ask her why,it could just be something silly